Having a good day no bible study but went to the art gallery and had a look at the portrait comp that has been running some where excellant but others even i could do better then went to recovery chapel always a pretty good night and there is always something to take out of it tomorrow i am at tafe then Saturday I am looking forward to catching up with mum
god bless all good night

It seems i only get back here every few days which is good as a don't normally have a lot to say
I went to a home church on Saturday night which was excellant the singing at the start was o'k as i didn't know the songs but will get used to that the message was delivered by a young man preaching for the first time and his message gave me a few things to think about
I have been wondering what to do once i leave rehab and what field to take my studies in as i am doing both disabilities and community services and i have been praying for some direction part of his message was that just do something as there is plenty to do and the path will be shown to me
It was also great to talk to people with out being asked how my rehab was going and if i was o'k and if i say that i am o'k being asked if i'm sure i'm ok
On sunday i went to my normal sunday service and that was delivered by Capt Bev i love listening to her as she is was ways passionate about what she says and believes what she says
I have been listening to Kari Jobe recently on youtube she has a great voice i will get some of her music soon
Today i did some painting and actually had some focus on what i was trying to achei ve which has been troubling me abit
anyway time to go for now back soon

Been a couple of days since i have been back here trying to get motivated, to finish off some subjects at tafe and to finish off a couple of art projects. Hopefully will get all things together getting close to graduating from the rehab on the 7th oct and then i start a new season. Will most likely be staying in townsville till the new year. i am looking forward to going down to Bundy for Johnny's birthday on the 16th of oct.

face casting

Today had art. Working on face casts and a new concept sort of decided only to go down to see Johnny from the 13th oct to 17th and to go down by train as i can't really afford to do it any other way and will organise Johnny to come up here either before or just after xmas.Spent the rest of my day working on the reception desk of the rehab which was good as i got to spend time concentrating on my assignments

New day, new week, fathers day yesterday which is the end of my winter. Spoke to my father yesterday the second time this year must be a record for recently, Johnny and Mel where at his house miss them both. My son wants to come and visit after his birthday i will be down there for it and he wants to return with me for a week but i have tafe no transport and he can't stay with me me in the house that i am living in as it isn't appropiate then i wondered if he could come down for my graduation but it is to expensive for me to travel there and back there and back spent a lot of wasted sleep time last night trying to work it out so now it is time to hand it over to god to work out and let it happen as it must i think it is best if he comes and stays in the new year.

I have only been painting for a very short while. I have a teacher who mainly just guides me in what i wish to paint and show me different ways to compose my pictures but doesn't say thats not how it's done she just lets it develop as it goes thank you very much Wendy in this and for your spiritual guidance as time goes by I will post more and in different mediums
I have just got back from chapel tonight and it was a very uplifting night and the whole church had an awesome feel to it
god bless everyone who was there

flying to the sun acrylic on canvas 2nd painting i sold

a rose acrylic on canvas the first painting i sold

get out of my headacrylic on canvasmy self portrait

my first atempt of a landscapeacrylic on canvas

acrylic on canvas done from a pencil drawing of a lady i met at the strand

acrylic on canvas 2nd painting i did

acrylic on canvas

Today is a new day woke up refreshed for a change spoke to Johnny and Mellisa last night which was good as I have been missing Johnny a lot lately
I will post some photo's soon of my art and doing art which should be good for a laugh and i will hopefully post again tonight after chapel

Having a pretty ordinary week this week it's been 2 years since i split from my wife and son although still in constant contact it is hard mainly as alot of it was my cause it was also my birthday last sunday and with it being fathers day next sunday it brings up alot of emotion.
I have just disconected my facebook page as it was wasting my time and didn't really provide me with anything useful i still have email addresses of people and will contact them that way and if they return the emails i will stay in touch if they don't then so be it i won't waste my time anymore with people that are not worthy of me or don't find me worthy of a response i will now use this form of staying in touch so more will follow soon
have a good day and we all have choices