O'k found my way back to here
i have had a good week studing and just trying to keep myself focused i am coming up to my birthday but don't feel really excited about it as it is another over. I my of the feeling at the moment that another season is coming to an end not just because winter is ending but also i feel it is time to get my arse in to gear and get back in to life i have taken this year out to reassess my direction and have been putting things on hold it is now time to get on with it
I am missing my son a bit at the moment as fathers day is on the horizon and i have taken myself out of his life to a certain degree this year also.
O'k enough feeling sorry for myself time to get back to the books